Somewhere in the hostel, they are celebrating a birthday, but i wasn't invited. Im in front of the com with the door closed and i can hear them laughing, running around and having fun. I don't usually get this but i feel excluded. Somehow, everyone seems to be able to get along fine. They click so well as if they've known each other for ages. Well, for one i know i take a long time to open up i just can't see myself joining a group of strangers and start laughing and be silly. People here are nice but if they think you're not interesting, they get impatient and you're left behind. Sigh, the situation's probably not as bad. i just feel lonely tonight.